Dear Baby

I wrote this over a year ago, before we started trying.

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I have wanted you for a really long time now. Not sure when the day will come, but I know that I loved you before you even existed. Like there is a bond that has already formed.

Maybe you are a part of my soul and one day your soul will merge with the part that is inside of your father.

I hope that you are like him. 

He is kind and gracious. His love knows no boundaries and he will give everything he has to make sure you are happy. The same way he does for me.

Never in a million lifetimes did I think I could ever meet someone so great, let alone spend the rest of my life with him. I am beyond lucky, someone or something must be looking out for me, for us.

It will be some time before we get to meet, but until then, know that you are loved. You will always have us.
We may not have much, more than enough though. Our house may still be missing furniture, but it will never be missing love.

You will always be loved.

-K